To whom it may concern

In time it shows,
unsaid feelings you hold.
a pain with no ease,
would you not, please:
judge me for my faults.
cant pick myself up,
been down for too long.
would anyone blink,
if I were gone?
does it make sense to feel this way?
personally I feel,
you don't care what I say.
feeling broken and bruised has become my life,
I cannot learn to live with strife.
adjusting to boundaries that are set.
should I roll over?
should I be your pet?
trying to show,
but nothing is proven.
trying to win,
but constantly losin'.
holding on with all I have,
just listen, if you can.
ankles shakin',
constantly clankin'.
scared of my future,
what does it hold?
I do not like to sound so bold.
realitys finally setting in,
not quite adapted to a lifestyle like this.
I feel like I am falling,
into a giant abyss.
trying to walk,
before I can crawl.
I get in the fetal position,
and slowly begin to bawl.
trying so hard not to lose grip,
lets just hope that I don't slip.
getting sick of all the lies,
its too hard to look in your eyes.
guts and glory are different than fame,
all I do is feel ashamed.
I wish I could take a week,
a week in which, I don't speak.
words are my enemy,
you know its true.
nobody else can explain,
why I feel so blue.
will you stay with me,
help me in my fight.
my giant fight,
the fight, for my life.