The Love Door

I awake to the thought of you and I
And then I remember it was just a lie
I see you now walking the halls
Why is it that I have to be the one who falls

I listen to songs that remind me of you
I realize that before love, this pain I never knew
But now the beautiful thing that love had become
Has turned into nothing but pure scum

My heart goes through torture everyday
I can slowly feel it beggining to decay
Because when you left me all alone
I felt something snap, I figured it was a bone

Unfortunately for me this was no bone
No, what it was has been shown
My heart snapped into two
To make it whole again I'd have to forget you

Yet I cling to love by it's bloody neck
Realizing that all I am is one big wreck
I can't forget these memories of you
No matter how much I may want to

The end feels near
Yet is still unclear
Loving you is my biggest fear
I'm afraid its become much too severe

The last thing I want to see are your pretty eyes
Because all they remind me of is backstabbing lies
And when pain and love collide
What they form is a loss of pride

I'd do anything to win you back
But I know this possibilty I will forever lack
So when catch me staring once more
Do me a favor and walk out the love door