I could look at you and not want you.
I could see you smile and not think twice.
But when I remember yous, all I want to do is call you, hold you and kiss you.
Do I miss what we had,
or do I miss who you used to be?
I can't separate the two anymore.
I'm living in a life of fantasy only i don't wish it was real.
I just want you out of my life.
I WANT you to be a good person,
I WANT you to have meant those words you said.
but all I have is doubt that you never really loved me when all I could see was you.
