That little voice...

Theres always this thought, this evil thing
That enjoys my torture with ideas it brings
Because nobody warned me, no one cared to share
That life would be full of pain and dispair
Maybe, just maybe, if you told me before
That this world is torture, I would implore
Then shut me up now, Ive always wanted to shriek
My entire lifes just a game of hide and go seek
10, 9, 8, 7
Be good girl, and go strait to heaven
6, 5, 4, 3
If you be a bad child you'll pay the fee
2 and a half, a quater, 1
The ending has come, the time is now done
So those thoughts, they'll find me
Even if I hide
So I'll just end it early
Goodbye while I die