Dad

When I got the news my dad had just died
My world began to spin and I began to cry.
Why did this happen? Something must be,
did he really love me? this i couldn't see.
Eleven years of being thousands of miles away,
and all I ever heard was "baby I'm ok."
I know now that he wasn't ok,
and I'm really mad I wont have a chance to say,
"Dad I understand all the pain that you had,
but it doesn't take the fact away I was angry and mad."
I always asked mom why you had left,
and said nothing would keep me from you
not even DEATH.
Now that your gone and cant see your face,
I sit alone and just pace.
I guess what I'm trying to say
is something so true,
and thats Dad I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU.