For Catlynn..

Its so hard to say I miss you

Especially now more than ever

I can easily say I loved you

And I wont say goodbye ever

Maybe not wont but cant

Because you are always on my mind

When I dream I see your loving smile

And feel your warm embrace when I cry

I dont know why you did this

It confuses me every day

All the time I ask God

For me to wake from this nightmare someday

But I know I cant wake up

For this is nothing like a dream

But I want you to know I still love you

Even though you arent with me