Im Alright

When the pictures hurt so bad,
Can I tell you alright?

When everything I hear about you kills me
Can I tell you alright?

Every time I hear your name rips me to shreds
Can I tell you alright?

When even thinking about how things used to be makes me cry too bad to breathe
Can I tell you alright?

When you took my world out from under me and falling to the floor
Can I tell you alright?

Can I sit here and feel so hurt and never want to move
Can I tell you alright?

Can I show everyone my pain after just a few shots
but tell you alright?

Can I sit and lie to myself saying that OK but knowing not
and still tell you alright?

Can I push everyone I love away because I cant get hurt again
and yet tell you alright?

Can I dream of dying and die in my sleep every night and wake up in so much pain
and tell you alright?

Can I want to hurt myself physically so bad just to make my emotional pain go away
and tell you alright?

Can I listen to anything and everything to make my hurting come back so I will never forget
and tell you alright?

Can I watch my world fall in on me...watch myself suffocate and die
but tell you alright?

Do the tears pouring down my face...tell you alright?

Yes....because telling you.... alright.