Trapped

My friends I have lost
Can't seem to get then back
So scared to make that first move
I am just so trapped

Trapped within my own sorrow
It's not their fault I am sad
I shoudn't have pushed them away
Like I pushed away my dad

They would have listened to my pain
Could have told them all of it
But now I am all alone
Alone to cry and sit

About everything that's happened
And all that I went through
I need to get my life back
That's all I have to do

So I can say my life is good
Because hopefullt it will be
When all of this is over
And I can be happy