Thinking about forgetting you
Just makes me need you more
If you only knew how much I want us
To go back to the way things were before
I wish you could see my tears
But I don't think I could face you again
So I'll stay wrapped up tight in this hole
That you have pushed me in
It hurts to know that I need you
And you're living life just fine
You've given your heart to someone else
Even though you're still holding mine
I wish that I could hate you
But my love is just too strong
I don't think I can forgive this time
But I still hate the fact that you're gone
It's in my heart that I love you
And I was sure you felt the same
Each tear reminds me that you're still gone
How can your heart not still speak my name
Lately Ive felt like nothing
And that's what I mean to you
I'm trying hard not to love the man
Who doesn't love me, too
If time is the healer of all pain
Then it will be frozen for as long as I'm alive
I try to let go of your memory
But it surrounds me in the depths of the night
I put everything into loving you
And now you will never be mine
I trust that I will be okay someday
But for now I can't even be just fine