Pills For Pain

I don't think those pills were for me to take,
And taking them was a huge mistake.
My visions a blur.
And i start to slur.
My life flashes before my eyes,
I have to admit its a big surprise.
I took the pills because of you,
It seemed like the best thing to do.
I had a lot and a few best friends.
But now my life is starting to end.
My parents are screaming,
And the paramedic is talking low.
He says its to late and I have to go.
Help me mom! Help me please!
I can't feel my elbows or my knees.
My ten toes I once wiggled are dead,
And the numbness is going to my head.
I kick and punch but I ain't movin',
My life is the thing I didn't think of losin'.
I start to go to wards the light,
I kick and scream trying to fight.
But it didn't work I tell you my dear,
My future is coming and thats what I fear.
Tell dad not to worry,and mom not to cry,
For the last thing I wanted to do was die,