Love Lost

I loved and lost
But what was the cost?
A broken heart and shattered dreams
And a whole new meaning to ripped at the seems

I tried to give you life and limb
Yet you threw it all back and my world has grown dim
You laugh at my tears when you get the chance
You took our love as only a season's romance

Why am I the only one who feels this way?
Don't you have anything to say?
Was this the plan all along?
Tell me girl, what did I do wrong?

My heart grows darker every time you don't look at me
I've got nothing left, can't you see?
My world has been torn apart
And I can't seem to find my heart

When words can't tell you what mood I'm in
And you make my every move a evil sin
Then how do I get through?
That, for some reason, I still love you

My thoughts and mind provoke my actions
And me still loving you is one of my biggest distractions
I wish when you talked to me you'd look me in the eye
I think you're scared to see that I am not the same guy

People ask me why I stopped being happy and funny
Some even offer stuff like gifts and money
Just for me to be who I once was
But nothing will change no matter what anyone does

I just want to actually feel alive again
And always have that smile or grin
But knowing you're gone forever
Only makes me continue my endeavor

The words you use to whisper in my ear
Have become vague and slightly unclear
I hope that one day I can love some more
But right now my heart is far to sore