Will this be the End for Us

I haven't known you very long,
now I just wish you won't be gone.
You made my life the best its been,
and now I'm at a dead end.
You brought me out of that whole big mess,
and now I'm just going to be depressed.
You were the reason I was so great,
now I think we're both going to break.
Things always kept getting in the way,
and now I'd do anything for you to stay.
It's not as if you want to go,
now there's nothing left for us to show.
You don't know exactly how I feel,
not like I could change this ordeal.
We both knew we liked each other before,
I guess that never sunk to our core.
I don't want you to leave,
for fear I might not ever breathe.
You are the piece to me I've been waiting for,
you leaving is only going to make me sore.
I'm not ready to give in,
in a life like mine that's a sin.
I want to tell you how much you mean,
but I fear you'll just scream.
I want to kiss your beautiful lips,
but I feel like it'll be too much of a miss.
I can't let you leave,
because then I won't believe,
that everyone finds happiness,
I'll know it's just a myth.
These 3 days just might be our last,
and then the depression shadow will again be cast.

*Travis I know you won't be reading this but I will miss you so much. You have done so much for me, and I little for you when you needed it. I just hope God will let me be strong enough to let me get through this. Because you won't be there to pick me up again. I'll never see you smile or hear you laugh again. I'll never hear another joke or another sarcastic remark, and I want you to know I'll never forget you and hopefully you'll never forget me either. I love you and I'll miss you forever. Thank you so much for everything. Pamela*