Why?

Wishing that these memories will go away
just praying for that day
that you can hold me, love me
with out me crying
almost dying inside

why do the memories come back
when our love is back on track
it's almost ripping us apart
thank god for your gentle heart

why did that guy
so hallow and empty inside
come and take my soul
my pride, my strength
so that i can't love like it should be
done

why do you always blame yourself, my love
it's not your fault that I'm stuck like this
it's my fault for keeping these memories
deep inside

so please just love me
for everything, I'm not