Please Help Me God

My whole entire life is just passing me by//
Sometimes I like to sit alone on my bed and cry//
I don't knwo why, but I can't seem to get a grip on reality//
I'm clouded by the world's excrutiating vanity//
The love of my life happens to be nowhere in sight//
And I just can't bring him back, I've tried with all my might//
My mother, that's another story, a case of hopeful wishing//
She can't seem to stay out of trouble, she's back in prison//
My father doesn't care about my dreams and my passions//
My brother's anger issues send my mental health crashing//
My mom has Hepatitis C while my uncle has HIV//
I just found out that my grandpa might have cancer, how can this be//
My life is decaying, I need a miracle really quick//
Please help me God, get me out of this ditch//