I thought I wouldnt make it
I knew I would break
the wind was knocked out of my lungs
but I learned I was strong
I had the guts to carry on
The strength I needed
has been always been in my soul
You were my saviour
The one who kept me under wing
but when I thought you kept me safe
was the time I found out
Everything was a facade
When I needed you most
was when you left me all alone
I was so angry
with a heart full of hatred and pain
shattered with hurt and deep suffering
I felt lost in a huge labyrinth
with no way to escape
confusion settled into my mind
with which was the truth and which what was not
I thought I will never make it on my own
I thought crying was the only solution
But then I came out as a better person
No one to depend on but myself
No one to trust but myself
Never to love those who speaks only lies
Because no one felt the same way
I proved that no one should stay
For they only deceive me in believing a lie
Never was I loved by the person whom my heart was given
I was only led to believe in a lie
I have to be who I was before
Someone whose heart was empty and cold
Someone who can never be fooled by mere words
The angel who I thought was my saviour
Was the one who broke my heart
The love claimed has always and still is a lie
It was just out of pity for a poor soul to get going
Never was I pitied and never will again
The hurt I felt is enough for a lifetime
By the angel who I loved with this damned heart who never learned.
