So sick

I am so sick of crying
So tired of tears
Time to give myself a break
Time to stop the tears from falling

I have finished being weak
Finished crying a river of tears
Time to hold up, fight back
Nothing else to do but say I!

Just like a knight with the sharpest sword
Just like a warrior with the longest bow
Like the hero in the cartoon show
I'll fight in my own style

I'm sick of playing damsel
crying out of pain
waiting for a knight to come save the day
weeping and begging for him to stay

So tired of waiting for you to change
Time for me to realize the break
Pigs will fly, the moon will crash down
but you will never change, never

Sick of being the toy you play with
hate you for being so darn selfish
but hate myself more for being so darn gullible
I believed what I was and not what I felt