Today I'm goner live, for it was yesterday i died.
my life is on and off, like a switch to an electrical device.
i find myself alone in rooms,drowning in thoughts, my smiles turn upside down.
i dint want to be like this no more.
if i can be no other way, why should i be at all?
i turn my back on happy times, i remenise on things i hate.
people, places, doesn't matter to me no more.
as i sit and write these words, i am not thinking nor planning, just writing.writing.
when i am older i want to be someone.
not just here for life, but for death also.
i am me and i have my reasons for life.
people live to live, but me, i live to die.
