My Queen

I love you
You hate me
I want things back
Why can't you see?

The girl I love is gone
I write to her at night
She speaks to me through hushed words
She remains my favorite sight

I let my heart go
It seems to be best
Because now I can close my eyes
And rest

For far too long I've cried
Over what I couldn't stop
So now I offer an excuse
To fall to my knees and drop

My eyes grow weary
With every passing day
I dwell on former memories
"I love you" is all I can say

If I beg and plead
Will you return?
If I cry to your face
Will you ever learn?

I'm living life on a broken heart
I can't seem to find the right path
All I have for a guide
Is the catastrophic aftermath

I went down in flames
But I didn't utter one thing
I lost some one special
It's like I'm a plane that lost it's other wing

The smoldering ashes of my wreck
Can not be explained by any one
There's no evidence
Of where it ended or where it begun

Wrecking everything in my path
I'm on an emotional outburst
If this were a competition
I'd take third, second, and first

Therapists can't explain
The unexplainable
And they can't restrain
The unrestrainable

I can't seem to think of anything positive
Without that memory involving you
It seems as if you were my future
Even if you were my love debut

The fact remains
That I yearn for your touch
I give you my heart
I know, I know, it isn't much

Yet, it's all that remains of a lost cause
Forgotten in a world unseen
I hope some day things get better
Because to me you'll always be my queen