Thinking not so Happy

Thinking about the dieing
It's never a good thing
Yet I do it often
Sometimes I say I'm just kidding

That's funny with this story
Because you don't know how it's so true
Because some of you people
You don't know when to stop

You widdle me down
To my very last notch
I don't know what I'm suppose to think
Besides wanting to kill you or me

But personally I'd rather go
Leave all you behind
Because all this pain is to real
I'm hoping it's all a dream

That everything will be an illusion
And my head had made it all
Because I couldn't believe
How your all so hurtful