For my grandpa

I loved you
why did you have to go
I miss you so much
but now you will never know

please tell me they are all lying
please tell me your not really gone
please tell me your still here
Because all I can do is mourn

I can’t handle losing you
I cant handle the hurt inside of me
I cant stand the fact your not here
but I hide it so no one can see

but now I know your up in heaven
I know its better for you there
because now your not in pain no more
And I know Grandma was calling your name

But still my life without you is bare
And I feel so alone now with no one to talk and no one
To read my poems and tell me how they really are

Ps. I love you grandpa I hope you are with grandma and are happy J