So what i am crying
is it so important to you
that inside I am dying
what else do you expect me to do
i cry because I am feeling pain
and i can't bleed out your memory
so don't comfort or say me name
you'll go way eventually
but then again I am fooling my heart
into what my brain believes
are you not done tearing me apart
why do i expect you to leave
if you cared at all you would go
and leave me to my pain and stuff
and one thing you'll never know
was i said goodbye because i wasn't good enough
not good enough to accept the fact
u don't love me in that way
and like drawing on a fogging window
i watched you fade way