I want to be happy again

I'm so mad
that i dont know what to do
i dont know if i still want to stick
with the path i choose

everyone has at least something
bad to say
but i have to be the
one to hear it everyday

so tired hearing and seeing
all this
why cant someone come and
just make the pain go away with a kiss

i can be happy like
i was before
i wont be confuse
of who i adore

but all this makes me
wanna go suicide
because of all the wounds
and pain i have to hide

i can only cry
in the darkness
that's the only way
to release my stress

i want to be happy
like how i was before
to truly know who
i really adore