Three years (self reflection)

Three years (self reflection)

Take a look at me now
Smiling and happy
Now

Three years ago
My heart bruised
My innocence shattered
Eyes dark with a pessimistic paradise

Sit here, all sixteen
Of my poetry books
Here to keep me company;
My life

The ups, downs twists and turns
From depression and suicide
To love, happiness, nature, and erotica

Ive been through it all

Three years ago I was a different
Girl
So lost and alone within myself
Lost even to my own eyes

Now three years later;
Foundhappy and vibrant
My eyes seeking my angels as he is the
One who caught me when I fell

Three years and look where
I am at a turning point
In my life