Ouch Breezy! That one was like a dagger! Very well written Acrostic! Each letter was sharp and painful. You made your emotions known in this poem. Every line was amazingly written, and it's so hard to pick a favourite. Gah! This is just amazing and I love it! So deep, so painful! I know when you write poetry, it usually has a hint of personal conflicts in it, and I hope that this one isn't too serious. I haven't talked to you in a long time, so I don't know what's going on. So I shall use your poetry to catch up on your life!
Good use of the form. Most people make the mistake of trying to rhyme acrostics, and when you have the starting letter restriction already, it only makes it harder on yourself to add another restriction.
I think on the first line "ripped and torn" is a pleonasm. You only need to use one of those words, in which case you may want to substitute a word there.
I liked your use of language (other than that) and the sarcastic
ending line was potent, giving the reader a strong sense of emotion to end the poem with.
Thanks for sharing.