In The End.

What the hell happened?
Is it cause i went insane?
Well it is not really my fault
Cause darling you're to blame
So cut me up
And tear you out
I miss you like crazy
That's without a doubt
So tell me, why did you lie?
Knowing very well that i would cry
All this pain just kills me inside
Wanting to die
I what i feel
Though it's not normal
You're worth the sacrifice
You can have what's left
You can have everything
As long as there is a you and me
This emptiness i feel
Is completely unbearable
Did you know you can stop the pain?
But since you won't
It causes nothing but rain.
Pain equals love
and love equals pain
from my bloody wrists
my clothes have many stains
So who really cares
Whether i live or die
Sense you all cause my tears
I have felt this way
And have done nothing but cut and cry.
I look at my future
And i see the color Grey
Man, i really wish i did not live this way
All the blood coursing through my veins
I have gotten sick
Of all these damn blood stains
I don't like to be happy
No not at all
But i sure have not expected
To see you watch me fall
So why are you doing this?
You know it's killing me
One more slice
Another sacrifice
For the way you're going about this.
Another slice
For our first kiss that won't happen
Another deep cut
Blood escaping my soul
All because our love grew old
That's it i guess
You're really sold
This can't be happening
No, i won't let it.
It can't, no, i won't lose you.
You promised me + you forever.
But i guess forever
Is until you fall
For that other girl.
No need to explain
You know you're to blame
So just tell me
Isn't it a shame?
You drove me to insanity
Nothing can compare
To our humanity
So let's decide
Humanity or Insanity?
What's the difference
Can't seem to find one
So start searching for excuses
Under the ruling sun.
You said you loved me
You said forever
You said I'd lose you never
Well look at us now
and you tell me
Can i now go on a killing spree?
Kill my Life
Kill my Soul
Killing me
And my heart you have stole.
Even though you have not been true
I will forever mean it when i say ' I Love You '
So just hold me in your sweet embrace
Looking forward together
To all the troubles we face
Together, you + me
Forever in eternity
Your scent gets me high
And the thought of us apart
makes me want to die
maybe its a sign?
To show what's really going on
Am i meant to be alone
Cry alone
Try to laugh alone
Eat alone
Sleep alone
Don't you get it!?
I don't wanna be alone.
I don't want to feel all this emptiness
But do i have a choice?
No i don't, why?
Maybe cause i live by your every move.
This must be a curse
It has to be.
It's the only way to explain
Why You lied to me
And why there's no me + you
But then i look back and i see
All the ways you treated me.
Nice and Kind and full of Love.
Where did that wonderful guy go?
Exactly when you think you know me
And have me figured out
I go and change
And without a doubt
I hate life more
I want to die more
Yet, i love you more
And i miss you more.
Me worry?
No, of course not.
There's nothing to worry about
I die
You cry
The End.