I sit here thinking of the possibilities of life
The light of the darkness
And the darkness of the light.
I wonder what brought me to this position
What lured me to believe?
Who asked me to come here?
Or why I even followed my instincts.
The clock ticks as the handles collide
They do not touch, but they stop time.
I watch carefully as my vision blurs
I see the person I have been thinking of.
I slap myself across the face
To reveal the real life that left my case.
I swallow and cough as my words get trapped
I know I cant say anything since its illegality is tracked.
So I stop and think before I dare to speak
I wonder whether my emotions have reached their peak.
I realize my mistake, my embarrassments and issues
And decide to stop them and be normal.
My mistakes shone like light through crystal glass
And I knew I had to get rid of them.
I found it hard to deny and to admit to our friendship
But now I realize thats all I am left with.
I take a deep breath and accept the fact
The fact of truth that lead me here
Im thankful for ones honesty and belief
I just hope that as time passes nothing changes
You are my friend,
A part of my life
I respect your choices
Because I know they are right.
