Have you ever felt as if you were losing someone?

As I tell my story, I feel pathetic
I feel lonely that even my thoughts sound poetic.

I think too much, the negative, the positive, and the neutral
Knock me in the head like a touch.

I feel stupid, to think these things
But as time goes bye
I wonder what it will bring.

I feel so distant and pushed away
That tears are brought to my eyes
As my horrible thoughts stay.

Even though I try to laugh at it
From everyday to no day
Is quite a hit.

I have only you
It's funny eh?
How we stuck like glue.

I love you and you know
You're like my sister
And you're the whiteness of my snow
And the blackness of my crow.

I'm sorry, I needed to let it out
But now Im done
And I stopped my silent shout.

So please forgive me,
I love you loads,
Just please don't leave me,
Hanging on pointless roads.

You are my second half,
My best friend,
Without you I cannot laugh.

You are my right hand,
My support in life,
Without you I will not stand.