For my gawjuzz gurl meggz sivewright,stupid brendan wiffler

by alex fergsuon   Mar 16, 2007


There is this girl I know, and she will do any thing for this guy, it crushed her the day he said good bye. You can tell when she is thinking about him, her face looks so dim. What did she do were did she go wrong, is this all thats left she takes one last breath. Hiding her pain deep down, will her heart ever be found? She repeats to herself I'm not giving up, I'm letting go those seven words are said so slow. She lays awake in bed and rest her head and tries and forgives herself for what she did. Every night its a fight to hide the tears and any more heart break brings her fears. She misses him, and its killing her seeing his face is a little stir. Every minute everyday she tries to stay away from the pains that clears her way.She still sits there and wonders will he ever love me again or will we just stay friends. Questions troubled for answers, no more chances! I No she stills loves him and she cant deny how she feels when she sees him deep down inside. She promises herself she will get over him, but my hope for that lies thin. She is left so broken, hurting from words unspoken. Standing there so lonely, she thinks to herself if only.Now days have past, she is holding on I no she will last. Hiding her pain deep down, that smile thats crying for a frown. Ive never seen her so sad its making me feel bad. Acting happy never works; he left her in the dirt. Why him, all the pain why doesn't he feel shame claimed her loved her never proved her. She doesn't feel whole without him next to her, after that day her life felt like a blur. She wonders why it hurts so much, why cant she just be tough. Depressed she calls it, nothing less its the best, its hurting her chest. How could one guy do this to my best friend, does he do it to follow a trend, lets see his heart in a bend. She waited all her life to find the right guy, and she still sees that through his eyes, I tell her stay strong, but it feels like I'm saying it all wrong. I try to protect but I forget all the pain he has left. Cold days she sits here waiting slowly fading. For she will no longer be debating. She says over and over its obvious he was made for me, so why did he set is heart free. I only need one guy to love me one guy to hug me, and with I'm it felt like three, but now hes to busy. She thinks to her self its like someone put a stop sign in between us, or someone stopped you from loving us. What hurts her most is he ran off with another girl. He left megs in her own little world.struggling to move on, she never thought it would take this long.

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