Goodbye best friend...

Days have turned in a month,
months into a year...
smiles have faded into a million tears

i haven't seen your face in a while,
you never pick up when i call...
you've been gone to long
where did u go?? everything is turning into hell here..

i really miss the sound of your voice,
i really hate the answer to your choice..
sitting in the front yard in old lawn chairs
you were always the one to care...

i still miss you like it only happened yesterday
i don't think things are ever going to b OK..
i think about you every single minute
trying to remember life with you in it...

days go by but the pain remains the same..
its like living a nightmare you can't wake from..
and no ones there to help...

we all loved you so much...
you were not only a dad you were a friend and a hero!!
living life without you feels like a sin..

we lost a best friend, a father, and apart of our heart...
i still have no idea were to start

waking up is harder then the last
most of my dreams are dreams about how life used to be...

it's a heartbreaking to no we lost our best friend..
i still think about the day of hell when you put your life to an end

only half of me remains today.. the rest is lost in confusion and left with the question WHY!!??
we sit here with a hole in our hearts..
it keeps getting bigger since i keep falling apart

we still love you and miss you like hell
and now I'm left with the memory of the day when our world fell apart!!