Under the december sky

I'm lying on snow covered ground looking up at the early December sky.

How can someone so young feel like life isn't worth living and thinking suicide is the only way out.
I'll tell you who...

A young girl about the age of 14 who felt like she couldn't belong anywhere no matter how hard she tried.

A frightened young girl who dreaded going home every night in fear that everything will be worse than the night before.

A lonely little girl who only wanted to be loved but had nobody not even her own parents.

So now she's laying on the snow covered ground under an early December sky getting number and number as each minute passes... slowly drifting away.