I look back in my journal,
and my eyes begin to fill up with tears.
i look back on the days when i was happy,
now I'm living one of my biggest fears.
i look back in my journal,
that one day was the happiest of them all.
December sixteenth is what the page said,
you made the biggest move of them all.
as i read, i go back in time,
and pretend I'm still there,
sitting next to you,
knowing that you cared.
with your arm around me,
and my head on your shoulder,
now i wish i could have sat there longer,
for it was my happiest moment ever.
I knew that moment was going to come,
when everything just ceases to exist,
and everything seems to be perfect,
when you decided to take our first kiss.
I look back in my journal,
and as i think how we may not be together,
December sixteenth will always be,
the day to remember.
