You haunt my dreams
And not in a good way
I have to stifle these screams
I have to make them go away
I want to hate you but it's too hard
Why did you have to be so good to me?
I feel like I'm falling apart
It is all your fault, can't you see???
It's hard to derive the truth from a myth
You shouldnt have left me...
No! You shouldn't have been here to begin with
I'm slowly going crazy...
My dreams fade into reality
And reality is so f'ing blurred
I can't swallow this pain
Everything about this is absurd
I want to hate you so badly
I want to forget the good and especially the bad
I want to pretend like you weren't my everything
So I can forget what I lost... what I had.
I wish that were easy to do
To forget you... to wish you away
But when I close my eyes I see you
And I know you'll haunt me again today.
You won't disappear until I die
I know this deep inside
I guess that is why I cry
And all of this I hide
I want to purge my mind of you
You need to vanish... completely.
I'm trying so hard.
But you haunt me.
