It Hurts Inside

I try not to think about you but when I see you I lay down and cry. Knowing you will never look at me the way I always look at you, burns a hole inside of me. I have to do this I have to slit my wrists to stop from hurting inside. Why can't I just end this pain inside. tonight I will end my misery beacuse I know it will never happen. So I say goodbye but you dont care. I cry to the world but, nothing, no one cares. Goodbye world. Now I'm lying here dead wrists bleeding. I made a mistake I cant take back. I try to yell "HELP ME" but no one hears my dead crys.