A Love Soldier Fighting Reality

You've taken my sword and left my shield
Now it is all that I can wield

My sword was my heart
And you broke it apart
My shield is my ability to write down what I feel
And that you will never be able to steal

That's right
I'm an unarmed soldier
Just trying to continue
And keep his composure

I'm losing my comrades around me
But I hold fast and steer away my enemy
There's just too many though
It makes one hell of a frightening foe

I keep writing and praying I win
All the while I try to live in a sin
"There's still a chance" I tell myself
It's just another lie to add to my shelf

The fact remains that
I lost this battle a long time ago
But the reality made it impossible
To let her go