Have you ever?!?!

Have you ever lived one min in my shoes..
have you ever woken up in the mooring wondering why you even say alive.
have you ever left your house wondering why you even go back..
have you ever see your best friend die from drugs he never used be 4?
have you ever seen your mom get beat by your dad
have you ever had an unwanted pregnancy forcing you to chose
have you ever look up in the sky hoping god will hear you
have you ever had some one take ever thing good in your life
have you ever consider suiclde as the only way out
have you ever such pain that you cry your self to sleep every night.
have you ever lived my life, have you ever spent one minute in my shoes...
if you haven't then tell me why you judge me the way you do..