You dont know me enough to care but why would you want to

Why should anyone care what i am like
i cry silently as i lie under the blanket of night
Ive never really cared
about their words
but they've never really dared
to physically hurt me
I'm that girl in the corner that everyone mocks
at least when they're not busy obsessing over jocks
i didn't mind they're words
i didn't mind being different
I'm that girl everyone notices, once in while
I'm that girl no one would chase after half of a mile
no one ever talks to me
and no one ever walks with me
no one ever bothers to ask whats up
the only ones who even look in my general direction
are the ones who's middle fingers are up
or are concerned about my lack of perfection
I'm starting to side with them,
i am just a freak
"who cares if she gets hurt,
ill even give her a beat"
"hey lets make her eat dirt,
it'll be fun"
thats why i joined the track team,
so the others i can out run
no one ever cares
and the few that do never dare
to step in
teachers care when i fail, cause I'm just taking up a seat
but they don't give a damn when i fall to my feet
i admit that i am nasty
i admit my words are not clean
but they've never cared enough to know that
and you know what they never will
every schools got one and in mine
it just so happens that that she is me