Why?

Why is the world going so dark around me?
I always seem to imagine myself hanging from that huge gum tree.
Why is it that I'm the only one in a crowded room able to hear my own plead for help?
Why I ask, why won't anyone listen to me?
My tears just flow from me like a tap that can't be fixed.
I always wonder why, why am I me?
Why can't I be someone different?
It feels like the world is punishing me for something I haven't done.
Why is it that everyone I seem to love just pushes me away?
What's wrong with me?
Am I not good enough for you?
Why is ask, just why?