Fade Away

I think about it and it kills me
Looking at my arms
It make me remember
No matter how much I don't want to
It hurts just to think about it
It hurts just to see things about it
The scars burned into my mind
Everlasting
Reminded constantly of my own stupidity
Tears falling
Wishing the memories would fade away
But they won't
It's my own fault
I have to suffer
I have to deal with it
Forever apart of my past.