Fate

Since now you've gone,
you left me all alone,
in the same place but I'm still there,
you're well know where ?

in this world which is lame,
life now is a bad game,
where no truth is shown,
where even after victory I'm thrown.

dejection is only what i feel,
my joy has a seal,
I'm in an illusion,
where life slowly goes to diffusion.

now there you rest in peace,
and here i leave with a piece,
a big piece of sorrow,
in my soul which is narrow.

how could He do that,
in protest alone i sat,
fear to see back,
but ahead its all black.

now where do i go,
how would i know,
you lest no impression,
just a burden of depression.

a depression which taught me a lesson,
"as much as u protest your fate will worsen."