I miss my lala

We have been bestfriends since the 7th grade,
I guess you forgot the promise you made.
You said we would always be bestfriends no matter what,
i know we hung out to much because every other week we fought.
Maybe it was because we were to much alike,
you just said we cant be bestfriends cause all we do is fight.
I miss you a lot, but i have to live my life,
its just that sometimes i think of picking up a knife