Diffuse Radiance

Who do you think about, just to pass time?
Is there someone you just can't get off your mind?
Every gentle moment you're alone.
Every time you're on your own.
Hours slide, numerous days go by.
Nothing seems to change, are you wondering why?
Every breakthrough leads back to the start.
Every thought leads you to think it's not that far.
All the hope that stubbornly stays.
Is something agonizing, by far the greatest pain.
Every time brought you closer to the edge.
Every time you got closer by just one step.
Tenderly you caress your burning fear.
You've nurtured it into absconding tears.
Every thought you're afraid to tell.
Everything is set for you to callously farewell...

Do you wonder why you didn't end everything that night?
You witnessed the vast diversity of love in your precious life.