Secret life with the devil

My heart is breaking as i write
because nobody was strong enough to hold it tight,
everyone thinks you're alright
but deep down you know you're putting on a fight,
you act like its OK
and think tomorrows going to be a better day,
but deep down inside
you just want to curl up and hide,
you parents think you're fine
but this life i must say is mine,
as i sit in the shadows of my room
i sit there thinking these walls are my tomb,
i don't know what to do about all the pain
because everything i lose was something i meant to gain,
my world is turning upside down
and i must tell you what i have found,
the devils ways are cruel
but when he pulls me in his world i begin to drool,
theres nothing i can do to change these twisted ways
for the devils an actor acting in these plays,
i must finish writing
because my life is filled with nothing but fighting,
so with these last words I'll leave you here
and know there is nothing but the devil to fear.