Why Do I Try

I Don't See Why I Try
When I Know He wants me to die
i mean what is the point
when my heart will become whole
and the tron apart
can he see i am sick of tears
cause ever time a tear sheds
there is another cut upon my wrist
My mom and dad don't know
and I'm not sure if they give a damn
my friends see my depression
but i am trying to make a good impression.
I'm not sure how much longer i will last
because your love is stabbing
knifes in my heart so just for you
So why do i try when everyone wants me to die
so just for all of you i will take my last breathe