Unspeakable words

I tried to type out my words
on this fine blank screen
but no words could define
undefinable
god didn't intend
you to understand
I'm speechless
in this land
this bloodsucking leech
wont suck the life out of
me I'll give it up
all your seeking is to
gain eye for an eye
you'll get it back one day
so suck out my life
day after day
once I'm gone you'll
realize this pain.