Living Inside of a Memory

I only wish you knew
How hard is to love you
I know you don't care
But I don't think it's fair

Why am I the only one to pay the price?
C'mon now that's just not nice
How about we split the cost
Or should I just remain forever lost?

My life is at a standstill
Why was it my blood that had to spill?
Is this truly all for real?
The pain I can no longer feel

Something has gone terribly wrong
With every day I grow less strong
You were the strength that kept me alive
But now you are the weight that continues my dive
My dive to the bottom of the ocean
I guess love wasn't enough
Neither was my undying devotion

It should have been me
I can't find reality
Because now I am living
Inside of a memory

-----------------------To P.G.---------------------------