Should I?

Should I believe,
the things you think I should?
I really dont know,
if I even could.
My mind is filled,
with broken dreams,
it actually hurts,
more than it seems.
Words,
always remind me,
of something,
and how I wish,
it could be nothing,
that haunts,
my dreams at night,
someone to,
hold me tight,
might be able,
to make it alright.
The question,
seems to be,
is it everyone else,
or is it just me?