It Happens

So confused
Left here
Broken and bruised
Filled with fear

Trusting few
Believing none
They all think
That life is just so fun

Pasted on smile
Frozen heart
Last time it melted
It was torn apart

No longer caring
About the lies you have to say
I just sit here staring
Somehow living another day

Death doesn't hurt
Its life that kills
I sleep so tight
With my blade and pills

I'm done with you
And the things you have said
Another cut on my wrist
And my world is turned red

You mean nothing to me
And I'm nothing to you
Your nothing but pain
And I'm just through

I'm sorry I loved you
Too bad you didn't feel the same
I feel so screwed
Feel like I'm going insane

So now ill say goodbye
To my faraway love
I will no longer try
As I now watch from above ...