My abortion regret

True story

when i found out i was going to have you i was scare dout of my mind all i could do was cry. your daddy what can i say he was scared too but he was happy the happiest anyone could be. days went by and we didn't talk about you until one day we did it just slept we talked about names both boy and girl he talked about you as if you were a boy and me i kind of did too but to me i didn't really care what you were as long as you were health. we the day came when we had to tell your grandma and did she freak she cry ed and said she'd be there for me and she was but not the way i thought she didn't like the idea of you. she said so many thing could be wrong with you. i cry ed many nights and your daddy all he said was we've made up our minds we going through it.
mom told your grandpa(my step dad) he said i was to young to make a choice like this and he said i had to he made the choice well i decided to do it but not because he said had to but because my own mother couldn't look at me she couldn't say i love you she couldn't even hug me and when your close to your mom it hurts. she ab-anded me well i told her .....................................................................................

to be continued