Unbending Heart

My mind is so screwed up
Like a never ending bend
Every time I think of him
My heart starts to mend

This isn't meant to happen
I'm not meant to fall in love
Last time was so painful
Nothing like a graceful dove

I've been hurt so bad before
That guy just wouldn't stop
Now there's someone better
He a bit like a single tear drop

My heart wants to love him
Even if he says I shouldn't
I've never tried to love someone
I just thought that I couldn't

He has a decision to make
I think he'll choose her
I never want to loose him but,
I don't have much to offer

I will never leave him
Its friends until the end
Simply because he's helping
To make my heart unbend