Silence

As i sit there feeling alone silence closing in
i sit there and wonder why'd you commit this awful sin,
millions of question running through my head
none of them you wish to be said,
you grab my hand and hold it tightly
i brush my lips over yours lightly,
i whisper in your ear everythings going to be ok
because theres nothing let for me to say,
sirens are coming near
and you say theres nothing for me to fear,
they come bursting through the door
and push me away, its me they ignor,
i look down by my feet and there lays the gun you shot
i pick it up and it still feels hot,
your worlds going black and i put the gun to my head
maybe everyones better off if we're bot dead,
i start to pull the trigger and everything goes black
I'll see you in heaven I'm never coming back,
i wake up later in a hospital bed
i lay there thinking "god i must be dead"
the nurse walks in and says I'm sorry about your boyfriend i bet he's in a better place
then the tears start rolling down my face.